I was done. I was disgusted. I was irritable. I’d had enough.
I pushed my lap top across the table in total frustration. They had done it again. Failed us! The politicians had caved and they were trying to deflect blame by saying “The tea party wasn’t loud enough. The union guys were in the halls and their voices were louder.”
As I pushed away from my lap top, I thought “I can’t take this anymore. These guys are so weak. They are worthless. No backbone. Unprincipled.”
I headed to the refrigerator for a glass of water and as I opened the door I saw a fire glowing through the dining room window. “Just great,” I thought. This is all we need right now – a fire.
I ran outside to see what was happening and there it was. Sitting in the sky just barely above the trees was the sun. It was firing up the sky with fire colors of red and orange. He was trying to set but for some reason he was hanging around and refusing to leave, just yet.
I stood there watching the glow and I said, “Good job, God.” He was really giving us a sunset of all sunsets and He deserved a pat on the back.
As the fiery sun looked back at me, I started telling Him about the lame politicians, the liberal media, and I mentioned how hard it was getting to keep on going. He seemed to understand because His glow was strong and powerful, yet soft and warm.
I asked Him to fix everything. He could do it if He wanted to and I certainly wanted Him too. He just kept glowing and changing the clouds around him to a shade of yellow and orange.
I mentioned how hard it was to fight the left with their powerful money and strong organization and we are nothing but a small army of patriots who are tapped out of resources, money and energy. He kept glowing and seemed to be smiling at my rants.
I told Him to stop smiling – it wasn’t funny. We were tired and upset. Didn’t He understand how hard it is to read where a politician who is “on your side” votes with the other side? Or how the media portrays a corrupt man as a great guy and portrays a great guy as a weak man? Or how hard it is to trust anyone anymore?
His glow got stronger and wider and the horizon lit up across the roof tops. His message back to me was “I understand, Billie. I got some bad press too. I was a good guy and they painted me as a bad guy. And, remember I was betrayed too.”
I stopped my ranting and swallowed hard as I put my head down in shame. How could I forget all that. When I looked back up, He was still there and He was painting the clouds with even more colors. The sunset picture was more beautiful than ever.
I asked Him how he could paint sunsets when the world was so dark. He stopped His work for a minute and said, “That’s my job and it’s yours because you know me. The one who paints the day with darkness fears me and they fear you, Billie. Don’t stop painting colors into the lives of others. Don’t stop shining a light on the darkness.”
“I’ll try but I need help. I'm not you,” I said.
“Not to worry. I am with you always and will never leave you,” He replied.
I kept standing there and watched Him melt the sun to a soft glow as the sky turned to a milky grey as night began to fall.
The world seemed very quiet and the air got still. I knew He had headed off to take care of business somewhere else.
I walked back in, pulled my lap top back to its position and hit the on button. I said a quick prayer. “God, help me to keep doing this. Help me to know what to say. Guide me and all the others who are fighting against tyranny. Let those who are working so diligently in this fight feel appreciated and loved. And, God, please give us one more chance. America is special and we’re sorry we have pulled away from you. Just one more chance, please.”
As I opened my eyes, the computer screen lit up and glowed back at me. I laughed out loud. The sun may have set, but God was still there. He had just moved into my computer screen and was glowing back at me! “I’ll never leave you,” He said. I had no idea He meant He would be sitting here -in my computer -- and smiling at me as I worked on His behalf.
“Don’t you ever rest?” I asked Him.
“Nope. I am the alpha and omega, the beginning and the end. I am here for those who are weary and need rest. I never sleep."
I smiled and told Him, “I love you, God.”
“I love you, too, Billie.”
Today is National Day of Prayer. Take time and spend it with Him. He’s willing to listen. He’s willing to hold you and He’s willing to paint a more beautiful picture into your life, if you’ll let Him.
He's also willing to give us another chance if we turn to Him.
May God bless you on this special day in America where we can still pray for our nation and for each other. My prayer today: God Save the USA
Listen to Murray's song by the same name as you begin your day. Please pray for our nation without ceasing throughout the day. As the sunsets tonight, take a moment and watch it. His paintings are awesome!
Comment
Roma, the IVAW is modeled after the VVAW, which was founded by John Kerry in his fight against the VietNam War. When you go to the below link provided by Martin Walt, you will see references to "Winter Soldier," which was written by anti-war and anti-American troops John Kerry of Massachusetts, who testified before Congress at the request of U.S. Senators Fulbright and Ted Kennedy that American troops were raiding villages and killing women and children, as well as committing other atrocities in VietNam, after which Fulbright and Kennedy pushed through Congress the de-funding the VietNam War, resulting in the deaths of about one million Vietnamese. This appears to be part of an effort to start such an anti-war effort as the one engineered by Kerry during the VietNam War. John Kerry also met with the VietCong leaders in Europe while still a reserve officer in the U.S. Navy, following his 4 1/2 month service in VietNam---his only active duty service in that war. This could conceivably be a push for duplication of that massive movement in the run-up to the 2012 elections so they can stir this issue up and get the youth vote back, since their support for Obama has been decreasing. It could also be tied in with http://www.keywiki.org/index.php/Young_Democratic_Socialists .
Notice that Mr. Walt did not post any copy to accompany this anti-American troops video. Check out some of the other videos on that same webpage. It's a real eye-opener. I have informed Billie of this video and believe it to be inappropriate.
Below is a picture of the young Navy officer, John Kerry with a young Sen. Ted Kennedy during the VietNam War.
J.R.,
Do not forget, we have a very important election coming up this month, our city election, it could be a real game changer and bring the federal government into our back yard. I know of many people who were shocked with Brown being the contender to Hogan, many though Rick Mullaney was going to be the opposition. It is going to be a close one and every constitutional conservative needs to get out and vote or we will have change in Jacksonville and it is not going to be pretty. Right now i wished we had moved out of Duval county.
I second that thank you, Robert. It sure changed the over-all tone here, didn't it? We don't have time to waste on trolls who try to put us on the defensive, keep us off message, and put us in the position of trying to correct their deliberately baiting and inflamatory remarks, rather than keeping our focus on being successful in achieving our objectives. With what we're up against, we can't afford to allow ourselves to be distracted or pulled off message.
Instead of beating our heads against our computer desks trying to educate someone like Steve (or whatever his name really was), we need to fully educate ourselves, our fellow Tea Party members, and other voters who are willing to learn about the candidates, the issues, the Constitution, and what comprises a constitutional republic and a properly functioning government on all levels. And, that's the short list. The 2012 election is only 18 months away and we have so many important things to get done, in order to be as successful in taking back the U.S. Senate as we were in taking back the U.S. House in 2010. Also, in taking back the Presidency in 2012..
It would be nice to be able to change the minds of people like Steve. But, in the amount of time it would take to do so, we could probably have educated scores who are actually open to learning and working with us toward the end of undoing all the damage that has been, and is being, done to our country and its people.
As you quoted earlier, Robert, "In the 1500’s John Heywood immortalized the concept described in Jeremiah 5:21 when he wrote: “There are none so blind as those who will not see. The
most deluded people are those who choose to ignore what they already know.”
We just experienced that first hand. Now, with God's grace, we move forward.
First I want to thank Billie Tucker or whatever adult it was that had Steve take his comments and go home. In that regard, I would like to consider Roma and Tom’s comment about my misunderstanding of their intentions to not teach Steve anything. Well, since they disagreed with me, I decided to apply their axiom of learning from those who disagree. I can report that they are correct; I did learn something. But I can’t say what I learned because in what I learned they did not fare very well!
While that was my feeble attempt at humor, I will say that the opinions of others can be very helpful, but only if they are in support of our own self-interests; opinions that are in “their’ self-interest, such as Steve’s, are not helpful. Further, the debates between the Federalist and the Anti-Federalists were fierce, but they both had a common goal, and that was to establish the most secure form of government. That debate is legend, and I recommend everyone become familiar with both arguments!
As an aside, please go to the website of Walter E. Williams and review the short video of the discussion of ‘Capitalism’ between Milton Friedman and Phil Donahue. Believe me, you will love it!
Here is a great Soapbox at: http://www.congress.org/soapbox/alert/45335501
Just wanted to share with all. Send it to your family, friends, neighbors and colleagues.
As I said a few days ago, you are wasting your time trying to enlighten ‘Clown Boy.” It is like playing Whack-a-Mole; every time you knock him down, he pops-up somewhere else. I believe he is a ‘True Believer’ (read Eric Hoffer’s book); a gullible follower of the ‘Talker.’
An important thing to recognize is that Billie’s message wasn’t about ‘despair’ just ’frustration’ and then realizing that with God all things are possible! Also, politicians have not failed, but have been very successful in putting our country on the road to perdition!
In discussing the ‘Hiddenness of God’, Blaise Pascal wrote in the 17th century that “We can understand nothing of God’s works unless we accept the principle that He wished to blind some and enlighten others.” (Pensees 232) Now I think we all know at least one person that He blinded, don’t we.
Also, the arrogant never apologize! They should read the Bible!
Proverbs 16: 3- 6
3. Commit your work to the LORD, and your plans will be established.
4. The LORD has made everything for its purpose, even the wicked for the day of trouble.
5. Everyone who is arrogant in heart is an abomination to the LORD; be assured,
he will not go unpunished.
6. By steadfast love and faithfulness iniquity is atoned for, and by the fear of the LORD one
turns away from evil.
BTW, ‘Should I Call You Steve’ mocking God is not a good career move!
Something else: Alvin Brown should be asked if he supports Obama’s “Social Compact” which is nothing more than a rewording of Rousseau’s “Social Contract” and the “Collective Conscience” that will in due course degenerate into despotic rule! Do you recall Obama also referring to our “Collective Salvation?” Just more Rousseau!
Steve Meyers: Submission of a budget that is a compilation of separate proposed budgets from numerous county entities, each of which has its own discrete budget, is not approving a final budget, as you well know. Only the City Council approves the budget. What you have written smacks of libel against Mike Hogan and you wrote it online.
You are desperately trying to change the subject to as many different topics as you can to deflect attention from Billie's strong message, re-direct and control the dialogue, and stir up whatever trouble you can in order to prevent motivation of Tea Party members. Doing so on this particular blog of Billie"s, speciously questioning and mocking her religious faith and motives, and insulting the religious faith of Christian FCTP members, was uncalled for and extremely disrespectful of all of us.
I asked you yesterday to be respectful. You responded by doubling down on your negative efforts. In my opinion, you are deliberately trying to obstruct the carrying out of the Tea Party's mission and demoralize its members. You will not succeed and should be blocked from continuing your efforts to do so on this website. You have clearly crossed the line into unacceptable behavior.
If you're not already aware. This is what's going on in DC while dangerous criminals are allowed back out on the streets. It's horrifying that this is happening to our citizens and veterans for protesting the hijacking of our election process. This is still happening! They are STILL being tortured and treated like full on terrorists.
You may not be aware of the typical things they're forced to go through...…
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